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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

the sky was bullfrog green

yesterday when my alarm rang i totally thought it was sunday and turned it off and went back to sleep. i woke up at 9 (i like to be at work between 8-8:30, boss comes in at 9) realizing it was monday and was immediately completely bummed. this morning i also set my cell phone alarm just to be sure i would wake up. that alarm is jarring and horrible, but it did the job and i was the first person here this morning. now i just have to figure out how to waste time until my filters arrive and i can start making buffers for the next run. i haven't been sleeping well lately and last night was no exception. i didn't fall asleep until well after 3 and i had really weird, disturbing dreams that i can't quite remember but involved people i haven't seen or spoken with in years.

i watched live forever this morning while i was getting ready for work and it made me sad and nostalgic for the mid nineties and britpop and being young and starting college and being really into something and excited about music and books and culture and traveling and life. i mean, what am i into now, nothing. boo, i need something to get excited about, i'm totally in a rut. i think i need to look for a new job, something challenging and stimulating that leaves me no time to sit at a computer and look back at how i used to be cooler and smarter and more fun.


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